dont bother

well, i've made it. its 2:30 on friday and i am starving.... but i've made it. i stopped shoving my face full of junk for 5 days. no junk food, no sandwiches, no chips, no soda, no alcohol, no sweets. NO FUN.

but i did it!!! and the SICK part is - i think i actually trained myself to not want food as bad this week. i mean, yeah i was daydreaming and drooling pretty much all the time, but i knew i didnt need it....

ANYWAY sick of that subject. sick sick sick sick sick

3 more hours at work and not a damn thing to do. its pretty outside now too, which makes sitting here so much more unbearable. im awfully tired. maybe coffee will help...

this is a boring post. im bored just writing it.